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Growing
up in the Alaska bush...
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How
It All Began...
When I was
a little girl I had a Mercy Ships sweatshirt with the Anastasis
on it. I remember sitting with wide eyes listening to our missionary
friends talking about their home--a big white hospital ship that
sailed the globe like a small city. My imagination took over from
there and I could think of nothing more fascinating and exciting
than to live onboard that ship someday. My understanding of where
it went and what exactly it did was considerably limited, but that
didn't matter to my fascinated young mind. Someday, I used to think...
Somewhere along
the way to adulthood that childhood fascination dwindled to a vague
memory. I still heard about the ships--even had opportunity to visit
one--but as my life and my career began to form I appeared to be
going in quite the opposite direction.
Little did
I know.
I've always
had a desire for adventure--to get outside the small (albeit unusual)
world of my upbringing in rural Alaska and see the sights. Perhaps
it's the creative spirit in me--the endless dreamer--that leaves
me always wanting something more. At any rate, I found myself at
the age of 25, successfully working in my chosen field as a graphic
designer, close to family and friends in my hometown, yet feeling
strangely like a caged bird. I
knew there was something more I was meant to do before settling
down.
For nearly two years
I waited and prayed for a direction--any direction. I must admit
that most of those days my faith was very lacking. I remember one
day getting to a point of desperation and sitting down with a blank
piece of paper and a pen, determined to write down everything that
came into my head regarding my future, unedited and unanalyzed,
in hopes of finding some subliminal deep desire that might lead
me to something. From the scribbling that ensued emerged three things:
traveling (one random idea popped into my head of working on a cruise
ship), Bible school, and short term missions.
All of the above seemed
to me to be three
entirely different things. And none of them tied in at all with
my desire to continue to use my creative skills. My brainstorming
project had failed miserably.
A few weeks later I
met a young man through a business lunch. Interestingly enough,
he had just recently completed a Discipleship Training School onboard
a ship--none other than the Anastasis herself. I listened to him
tell of his adventures with a mild curiosity that soon turned to
a spine-tingling "this is it" feeling. I asked one skeptical
question after another, and he fielded every one. By the time I
left that table I knew this was something I had to act upon.
After two years of waiting
it all happened so fast. Three weeks after that conversation I was
accepted to the July 2000 DTS onboard the Anastasis, with
three more weeks left to quite my job, pack, and move. And be in
a wedding. When I finally caught my breath, ready to board the ship
in England, all I felt was peace.
That peace continued
through the five months of DTS (read more about that here)--an
experience I will never forget. It was a unique interval in my life
that left me so impressed by the ministry of Mercy Ships I knew
I wanted to be a bigger part of it. And that is part
II of the story...
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